well hello blog i havent talked to u inforever well here goes the story...mara and phillip broke up because at festival me and mara feel asleep on stefan and phillip was on the bus and mara dumped him after ebcause she was sick of his shit...my birthday is in 6 days yay present time!! lol festival was sooo fun we went to burger king and mara and jerry made me eat so then i spilt shizzo on my shirt and i had to wear matts undershirt...it was intresting and then at festival the trupets got 10 measures behind in sight reading(whatever) and then when we were waiting for pictures tyler and i gangster walked me mara and kalya starburst walk...i touched alis elbow and that was concidered rape to him and he freaked out...then matt was being obcessive about a penny lol then we went for pictures and in our free form tyler was very afriad of jerry lol whatever and then on the way back our bus broke down so we didnt get back to school until like 11:30 festival was sooo fun and then friday was pretty uneventful me and molly went out to the boondocks and had a bonfire with this lady it was fun and then today i went to the jimmyfest thing and volunteered he died of luekemia like 5 years ago it was pretty sad and my 4th grade teacher was there and shes pregnant its cute and bobby was there but he was very mad at me...whatever hes weird and i have to baby sit at 5 for this like 2 yr old and make mula! im getting a new phone for my bday and its gonna have so much kool stuff on it yay samanhoe is excited lol and then this weekend im going to dinner with my mommie and sissy for my birthday and i cant wait to see what everyone got me esp matt bc hes confusing me...lol and mark im excited i love birthday time...YAY well i gotta go get ready so i will talk to u later..

song of the day-pretty girl.sugar cult

quote- ive had a bad day my fingers on the trigger and ur in my way..

im soo sick of this shit like wow i cant even put it into words i want to go commit a violent crime im that pissed off i mean what fucking right do guys think they have playing us like were a fucking sport i dont think so it ends here im so sick of them leading us on with there sweet comments and little tid bits that make us feel better well fuck you u know that--just fuck u

i was at the fair and we had alot of fun and it was really fun*brandon phillip jacey "the chad" mara and jordan kyle and other brandon* i had like the worst head ache and the scary laser guy lol it made me emo bc like mara and phillip were like all over eachother and like so were jacey and brandon and it made me sad bc i kno ill never have that...but o well it was fun we had glitter fights!

i had to get up at 7 today and im so tired! i went to solo and ensamble and managed to fuck that up pretty well and then i cryed bc i screwed it up...lol im such pansie! then i slept in the car for 2 hours while my mom did errons and im going to the fair at 5:30 people come to chillax with us! yay im very tired and im feeling emotive(lol jacey)well thats pretty much all. (later)

song of the day-hit me baby one more time-brittney spears(LMAO KELLI)

quote of the day-
iT's fuNny hOw yoU can  q O thRu lifE thinKinq
nOthinq's  chAnqeD  ::    bUt  whEn  yOu loOk
baCk . .  e v e r y t h i n q   i s   d i f f e r e n t

oh man i yelled at jacey when my hormones were running and i feel really bad like i was really mean and i dont hate her and i feel really bad =[ well anways thats all thats going on except that today i was in the bathroom and my overall straps were on the ground and they got all wet it was sooo digusting wow...im really emo lately and i dont know why like i think im depressed im always thinking that im not worth anything and i think its dont true but i dunno sometimes like what am i missing...why doesnt anyone like me i mean molly has people that like her and so jacey has brandon(if only we all had a brandon) and  mara has guys like tripping over her left and right...am i annoying am i ugly am i just no likable ive been thinking about that lately and i dunno i feel like going in a dark room and never coming out and valentines day isnt really helping my problem and this whole mara breaks up with one guy and she has one waiting for her thats not so good... and i really just dont want to deal with anything antmore...

quote of the day-   there`s only one thing i need to kno
                           should i hold on tighter or just let go

song of the day-sic transit glory*brand new

drama drama kelli and molly are fighting and i got stuck in the middle =[ lol not really otherwise today was pretty boring my pants ripped lol and no1 noticed! and i tryed doing my hair really kool and no1 noticed the differance so you know thats really awsome.im going out to dinner at 6 to applebees and this weekend is gonna be fun! im very bored and i am on the phone with molly. i want to send all my friends roses =D>> i need a valentine!</3 =[--(later)--

song of the day-in the end--linkin park

quote of the day
lookn in yur eyez..rememberin evrythinq we used ta have
makez me wanna shuv it all back in yur face * bOOYAhH!!
 lol molly<<

today was so boring we sat in this freakin room for like 2 hours and i wanted to knock myself out and then we went back to school for band and history boring boring boring like nothing eventful happened today and i need to buy a valentines day dress but  i dont wanna go bc i dont have a valentine and it makes me emo</3 until the day i die i spill my heart for you*

song of the day-until the day i die-story of the year

wow was that an awsome 2 days! after dylans party me molly and jacey came back to my house and we chillaxed and laughed just like old times (iLu2 sooo much!!) we had a wikid awsome time YAY! and then today we made eggs in the morning and we went to the pool with brandon and jordan and her mommy all day and seriously brandon is like the koolest kid lol i mean pretty boy;]then we came back to my house and burned cds and chillaxed it was like really really funthis really makes up for last weekend that was totally and completely boring lol tommarrow is the retarded feild trip but w.e who care i get to be with o wait NO ONE lol im really bored and im quite emo like i dunno i like this kid and i dont think he likes me i mean seriously do i smell? bc like guys are either completely repelled by me or wait there is no or hey must be.well i gotta go later-

song of the day-lean on me

quote of the day- u talk about her to me like shes comeplely perfect and im dieing inside bc i know i can never be her-you everything-and so i fall